[short story] Burning Heart

(after traveling with lack of money, by myself, ..at the Camp Rock 2 set.. in the kissing scene... Joe and Demi kissed... but something weird happened with my blood pressure at that moment.. I was standing beside the director)

Me: D....Dem....

(my vision began going blurry.. I felt my body heat become really intense while I was going cold...I barely could talk ... like if I was out of air..I was gasping.. looking to the floor )

director: kid?.... you okay?..

Me: yeah....

(I began nose-bleeding a lot)

director: God's sake! you're bleeding and you're damn cold! CUT! CUT! BRING A DAMN AMBULANCE!

Me: sir... I ..... don't want to make a scene.... don't call the ambulance... I ... *gasp* .. I wanna talk to her ...

director: who?

Me: Demi..... L...Lovato ...

(I felt an extreme chest pain)

Me: AGH!! SH**! ..

(my vision went even blurrier... almost darkened.. and now black and white.. I began slowly approaching Demi... I extended my hand to her, shaking, Demi took it)

Demi: what's going on?

Me: listen Demi... my name's Joseph... *gasp* I wish I could be faking this and I wish this was a dream... I feel extremely uncomfortable...

Demi: don't worry.. don't worry... but... what do you wanna tell me?

Me: I love you Demi ... but not just like a fan... but like a close friend.. I really have a huge crush on you ..

Demi: seriously? ..

Me: my.... my pressure wen't low .... with that ,.... kiss...

Demi: it's just acting..

Me: I know... I know.. I'm sorry ... ahh I'm feeling horrible for this..

Demi: no.. no no.. don't feel like that...

Me: I'm sorry that I love you so much Demi...

(I cried a little then I fell to the floor unconscious)

Demi: oh my God...

(Demi hugged me)

Demi: *crying* Joseph.. don't be sorry... *sobbing*

(the director touched my neck to check for pulse)

director: he's still alive don't worry... but he seemed really sick ...

Demi: I think he already feels better...

(Demi caressed my face)